Why do I feel that I have this internal drive to write something down, but then have no clue just what that something is suppose to be that I am to write down. Yes this leaves me quite perplexed. Then it also leaves me feeling like this i just that one more thing that i desire greatly in my life and yet lack the discipline to create my own reality of such a desire.
Write, write all the time, when ever you can, maybe that is just going to have to be the approach that I take in order to make my dream this reality. To have written work put into place, something i have put together, of my thoughts to page. Be it some sort of story, or just my ramblings of an insomniac. funny I think, that it is at night when my mind really gets to thinking that I have left things to do. When it should be at night that the mind is to go idle, and rest. Just likeI wish to condition myself into writing more,i probably need to also work on conditioning myself into going to sleep at a time that is better for me health wise.
There are times that I try but then I just can't seem to quiet the chaos. hm i suppose that is one way of looking at things.
As i write this I am staring at a clock that is reminding me it is such a time that the mind requires silence, and so with that I say Good Night.
-Mishelle